missing beauty regime....

being offshore is nice, as you can make new frens, learn new experience and running away from the problem u r facing. But, the unpleasant of it is, u can't practice or hav your beauty regime here..

u have to be in ur xtra baggy coveralls, heavy boots, hard hats, safety glasses living in a cabin.... phewww.....there goes those make ups, handbags, nice hair do and anything how a fashionista should look like....

so first thing i will do back in town is pampering myself with all those beauty regime...hehehe//

offshore duties....

plan to have a break from work during this festive season, but sadly, i have to go offshore. to be on duty as wellsite geologist....there goes my public holiday.
but there is always a bright side to things that happen. being offshore means getting allowances. i can settle my credit card and do some shopping. hehe.....
so i just have to be the best WSG..though as trainee and get my allowances. hehe

hiatus.....

sorry babes, its been a while since i last updated my blog..being busy keeping up with things and work....mmm hiatus as they say....
during last weekend...i have been busy finding ideas for my new room...which had just being renovated. i already pickedup the paint color, and the night light and also the fan.....the furniture, i have to wait for the paint result....so when it is ready, i'll pick up the paint...

~betrayed~

though this thing happened almost a month ago...but the cut still bleed till today. i don't know, i tried to forgive her..which i tried i already did. but to present i can't even look at her...or think of the circumstances that we will meet. but this week lately, i saw her everyday and most of the time i'm out of my office area....definitely i can't run, so i just pretend i don't see her. i don't know she saw me or not.....if she saw, let her...let her know that i'm so affected by her selfish action.

she email me every now and then, telling me that she missed the timewe spent together like before...she wants that back..DUHH like i don't. but it's her fault....she is the one who spoilt it. eventhough she had admit it, but things happened and it did changed things....she cannot expected it to be like before. and if i say i can make things be like before..but with condition he left the guy for me... as if she will do it....

so, i try my very best to avoid her..to avoid being irritating to her...staying away from her is the best thing now....i don't know until when...maybe until the cut heals....

Welcome Note

i'm actually new to this blogging world....i mean i'm always the reader, not a creator. but i decide to start one when a close fren of mine, miss Karma asked me too few days back.....she always read my notes on my facebook and came with this blogging idea for me...

maybe i didn't blogging because my life wasn't that nice....just a plain life, but lately my peaceful and calm life had turn out to be a bizarre, unexpectable, confusing, sad and filled with betrayal drama of my own.....i am so down and depressed of that and i realized i don't have a place to tell those stories about. i used to keep things to my own and to person i trusted most. since some of them betrayed me, then i realised i already lost my 'lend ears'.

and this is the driving factor that led miss Karma wanted me to start a blog....so i can share stories with people out there and get their comments, advice, opinion and what not...so as this blog title stated....i guess by right i should already have few listeners by now.....go to hell to the person who lent her ears and in the end stabbing me from the back....as i believe in karma, i know one day you will faced things that i'm facing now...and i know the pain will be more....